10 Things Nobody Tells You About Depression

By Thomas Blakey /

9. You Begin To Hate Yourself

Did anyone ever see that episode of House M.D. where his patient was dying because his body€™s immune system was attacking itself? That is essentially what depression is like, your own mind and body turns on you. Low self-esteem is a huge trigger in depression, and as you start to sink deeper you take yourself down with you. Mirrors can become your worst enemy as they€™re a constant reminder of just how much you dislike the way you look and who you are. You criticise yourself for every little failure, every little blemish or sometimes you€™ll attack yourself for €˜allowing€™ you to become depressed in the first place. Battling these thoughts is the equivalent of that moment in a marathon when a runner hits the wall, but instead of an imaginary brick wall you have to break through, those depressed see a mirror reflecting back to them what they€™re most critical of. There is nothing logical going on inside your head while you€™re depressed when it comes to how you view yourself, don€™t make it harder on yourself by believing any of those thoughts swimming around in your mind.