Torrie Wilson On "Literally Fighting Back Tears" During "Raunchy" WWE Segments

By Michael Hamflett / February 2, 2024

Torrie Wilson has opened up about her feelings towards numerous jobs she had to do as a WWE Diva during her 2001- 2008. Speaking to Chris Van Vliet, the Hall Of Famer said (h/t Yardbarker);

"I didn't watch wrestling. I didn't want anything to do with wrestling for many years after I left mostly because I just had a certain amount of PTSD from being so vulnerable out there and feeling like I was put in this kind of, like, this raunchy role that wasn't me. I felt judgment from people. I felt like people looked down on me for like, just stuff that I did, the bra and panty matches and all that, so like, I just wanted to shut that door. For many years, I didn't watch. It wasn't until they called me to do the Royal Rumble that I started to kind of catch up and then I got really into it, like more into it than I ever was when I was wrestling."

Speaking on the regular bikini contests (and similar segments) she was booked to participate in, she said;

"They were all mortifying. People don't realize. I went out there and owned it the best I could and pushed through the fear, but it was mortifying. There were times when, I remember specifically a house show that I was in this bikini showdown with Dawn Marie and Sable and someone else. I was standing in the corner watching one of the girls dance in the middle and literally fighting back tears. Like, I cannot believe I'm doing this right now because it got to like a raunchy point, and I'm like, I don't want to be a part of this, but that was also my job."

When asked if she could say "No" to the roles, she commented;

"No. It was like twice that I could remember that I (said no). First of all, I’m a major people pleaser, so to say no to people is really hard, even if it's someone you know. I'm recovering from that. There was one time when I had a thing with Sable where Vince wanted me to come out with the paint on my boobs like she did, and I was like, hard no, I can't do that. I mean, it ended up being nearly nothing anyway. Another time was when I did Playboy, Vince wanted me to do a pay-per-view also, the video. That one was very hardcore pressed and it was really hard for me to say no, but I absolutely didn't want that."

Wilson last wrestled for WWE during the 2021 Royal Rumble, and was last seen on screens inducting Stacy Keibler into the 2023 Hall Of Fame.