It's very rare when a toss up does get called but when it does, you can feel yourself changing. Everything becomes intense and you have an out of body experience walking up to your opponent with beads of sweat dripping down your face, your heart rate rising and your hands getting ready for what is about to go down. You become so aggressive that you didn't think it was possible, the whole game comes down to whether you can win this toss up and when that ball is released, you turn into lightning. It helps when you actually catch the ball and you can continue to play with your usual swagger, but sometimes you get so nervous that you'll panic and bat the ball away so you don't even give yourself a chance.