Since the leaking of her face after it has been abused by Chris Brown, RiRi has tried to be more honest, both with herself and her fans, feeling she shouldn't have to hide anything if she doesn't want to. "I think I came to a point where I started lying to myself. And its so hard to live a lie. Its just too hard. Its too difficult. Its too much to think about. Thats why Im posting pictures of myself smoking pot, to tell the truth about myself. Ive got so much to think about, why bring all this extra s*** by being dishonest? When somebody else lies to you, you dont trust them. Trying lying to yourself, thats even worse. You cant paint a fake picture for too long before the truth comes out and then its hard that it doesnt match up. She describes honesty as a lesson to learn, and not a failure. She also believes that learning from your mistakes is important, because going back to something a second time and making the same flaws is the 'stupidest thing she ever heard'.
I love Stephen King and music festivals; I eat my toast upside down; I daydream about getting married probably a bit too much; and I wish every day for a pet sausage dog puppy (who never materialises – sob).
