10 Things We Learned From Nail In The Coffin: The Fall And Rise Of Vampiro
2. Vampiro's Love/Hate Relationship With Wrestling
Despite being an icon of professional wrestling to so many, Nail in the Coffin shows Ian Hodgkinson's relationship with the wrestling business as being very much a love/hate one.
Even though wrestling has given so much to Ian and his family, and he himself has given so much to wrestling, this is a man who is forever at odds with what he does for a living.
As Hodgkinson explains:
"I don’t want to be there. I love producing, I love being behind the camera and writing and moving the cameras, but when I have to put the wrestling gear on and I’ve got to go into the ring, it kills me. It kills me because I don’t love it anymore. That relationship’s over, and it breaks my heart. I love the fans, I love my industry, but I don’t love being Vampiro at all. I don’t wanna be this guy anymore, I don’t want it, but I’ll continue to go until I just can’t."
It's shown at several points that Hodgkinson does what he does for one simple reason: to provide for his daughter Dasha.
To give an idea of his schedule, The Fall and Rise of Vampiro takes place at a time where Ian's weekly schedule was travelling between Mexico and Los Angeles Thursday to Monday, then returning home to Dasha in Thunder Bay, Ontario, Canada for a couple of days before doing it all over again.